After that miserable night, I woke up this morning looking like death. No, I'm not being dramatic either. I felt horrid & I looked like it too. That's what you get for crying myself to sleep last night, no bueno.
But yeah..
I couldn't even drag myself out of bed to eat, let alone study like I should. I did managed to force myself to review a little bit here & there. Unfortunately, I passed out in the mist of doing so & slept like a baby. I woke up just in time for work. Thank goodness.
Right before I left for work, Milan presented me with a new key to our new home (with new locks!). I knew I had to run back upstairs & take a picture to show you! He even got a green hook for the key because he knew it was my favorite color.
I've gotta give Milan some props. He certainly tries very hard to make the best living situation for us all. Even with all the unspoken tension betw/ me & mom right now, he still managed to make a few jokes & make it a little bit less uncomfortable for us all. Oh yeah, she's giving me the 'silent treatment' & it's not like I care anyways. Today, mom even told Victoria that fr. now on Victoria is not allow to go anywhere with me b/c mom is mad at me. Even Victoria knew how retarded that was! If she's mad at me, be mad. Why punish Victoria & not allow her to even hang out with me just because mom is mad at me? It's so stupid. Whatever, enough of that crap.
I've already got a plan to deal with mother's tantrum. I'll kill her with kindness. I refuse to let her get the best of me. It's gone far enough.
Work was so dead tonight. I barely made $50 bucks. Failure. To make matters worse, they've asked that I give up some of my hours for Rick.
*insert pissed off face here*
Supposedly, the management feels like I've been making too much money at their establishment so it's only fair that I give up some hours for the new guy. Wow, I was speechless. The nerves they had to even ask me. My first reaction was, 'What about Kim? She works more hours than I do. Why isn't she giving up her hours?" They replied saying that they already spoke to her. She refused to give up any hours because since her accident .. she really needs the money. And Jose only works 2 days a week so they can't ask him to give up any of his hours either. So it's down to me.
*insert even more pissed off face here*
WTF! So Kim needs the money but I don't? It's not my fault she went out, messed up her arm & got thrown out of her apartment. That's not my problem. We all need the money, duh.. that's why we work. If I didn't need the money, why would I even bother coming to this hell hole? Psh, you've gotta be kidding me.
I swallowed my pride & told them to Rick can have my tuesday double shift. I'm thinking to myself, school starts in 3 weeks .. by then, I can't work tuesday anyways b/c we go to school tuesday & thursday. I'll lose out on 11 hours from my paycheck, which I'm not too thrilled about but whatever.. I don't have a choice anyways.
Time to look for a different job & then figure out if I should juggle 2 jobs and school.. or if the new job goes well, I'll quit this one.
But yeah..
I couldn't even drag myself out of bed to eat, let alone study like I should. I did managed to force myself to review a little bit here & there. Unfortunately, I passed out in the mist of doing so & slept like a baby. I woke up just in time for work. Thank goodness.
Right before I left for work, Milan presented me with a new key to our new home (with new locks!). I knew I had to run back upstairs & take a picture to show you! He even got a green hook for the key because he knew it was my favorite color.
I've gotta give Milan some props. He certainly tries very hard to make the best living situation for us all. Even with all the unspoken tension betw/ me & mom right now, he still managed to make a few jokes & make it a little bit less uncomfortable for us all. Oh yeah, she's giving me the 'silent treatment' & it's not like I care anyways. Today, mom even told Victoria that fr. now on Victoria is not allow to go anywhere with me b/c mom is mad at me. Even Victoria knew how retarded that was! If she's mad at me, be mad. Why punish Victoria & not allow her to even hang out with me just because mom is mad at me? It's so stupid. Whatever, enough of that crap.I've already got a plan to deal with mother's tantrum. I'll kill her with kindness. I refuse to let her get the best of me. It's gone far enough.
Work was so dead tonight. I barely made $50 bucks. Failure. To make matters worse, they've asked that I give up some of my hours for Rick.
*insert pissed off face here*
Supposedly, the management feels like I've been making too much money at their establishment so it's only fair that I give up some hours for the new guy. Wow, I was speechless. The nerves they had to even ask me. My first reaction was, 'What about Kim? She works more hours than I do. Why isn't she giving up her hours?" They replied saying that they already spoke to her. She refused to give up any hours because since her accident .. she really needs the money. And Jose only works 2 days a week so they can't ask him to give up any of his hours either. So it's down to me.
*insert even more pissed off face here*
WTF! So Kim needs the money but I don't? It's not my fault she went out, messed up her arm & got thrown out of her apartment. That's not my problem. We all need the money, duh.. that's why we work. If I didn't need the money, why would I even bother coming to this hell hole? Psh, you've gotta be kidding me.
I swallowed my pride & told them to Rick can have my tuesday double shift. I'm thinking to myself, school starts in 3 weeks .. by then, I can't work tuesday anyways b/c we go to school tuesday & thursday. I'll lose out on 11 hours from my paycheck, which I'm not too thrilled about but whatever.. I don't have a choice anyways.
Time to look for a different job & then figure out if I should juggle 2 jobs and school.. or if the new job goes well, I'll quit this one.
Sorry for totally venting out on this entry. This is supposed to be me telling you about my day, not sitting here complaining about such trivial things in my life :( it's not like you're not used to these things anyways.
I'd rather be in Colombia visiting relatives than be here any day. Not to mention, my final exam for stats is tomorrow. I'm worried. I doubt I'll be able to get any sleep tonight. I'm not confident in myself at all & that's not a good sign. I told myself to get to bed early & I'm sitting here blogging away. This is not good at all. Ahh, these are the times where I need you here to calm my nerves down :/
Wish me luck?
